| well lisa told me to update you guys so for the people who still check. im seeing a new girl right now. her name is also julie like the previous girl i have just recently split up with. shes half japanese and half chinese. though shes so white on the inside... lol. shes a pretty cool chick that i can say i have tons of fun and laughs with. and cuz of her im trying to become more active and as such i have been losing some of the weight i gained while with the other girl and am getting my musculars back. haha. im actually going running!! at friggin like 5 am haha more cuz my dad asks me to so im like im not sleeping yet.. ok! hehe. as for me i guess im having fun almost flunking outta college hhehee im on probation this semester and i have to do well or else ima be out of fullerton >_<. ya pretty bad ive become more of a slacker than i was before in high school. but i really cant stand stupid teachers anymore so if i get a bad teacher im just screwed cuz i dont even wanna learn from them and ya.. as for friends i seem to only talk to people at school so i suppose i havent really gotten close to much people since college. kinda sad huh. i meet tons of people but i notice its just like a school thing. out of school i dont talk to many lol. and pool.. how much i love pool. its an awesome thing. didnt you all notice the pool videos on my myspace haha. ya... well i think my rant is long enough if you guys even read that far. have fun peeps! enjoy college! i know i am. hehe oh oh and ive sold stuff on ebay since.. you guys wouldnt believe what i was selling if i told you! and i made tons! haha but i already spent it so poo LOL lateres!
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| so... update... well not really.. haha just a new entry so if i get comments i actually know =P im a whore like that. anyways its funny.. i forgot how to put a new post it took me a while to figure it out. rofl =]
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| wow i swear so much shit is up... i keep getting more to deal with...
djkghdshsl friggin lazy ass coworkers keep giving more of their work to
do cuz they dont wanna do it... school shit... and other personal
stuff... im getting like 3-4 hours of sleep a night and im feeling like
im gonna go crazy or just lose it
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| my heart and soul maimed by lies... each and everyone i had thought
would stand by my side has gone...i wish that i knew what to do... but
the truth is that i am more lost than ever... constantly trying to look
for new and trustworthy "friends"... i am just marred more and more
emotionally by such guile... i dont know what good will occur in my
languish... but i feel a need to release this great void inside of
me... i dont want to hurt anymore... but nothing seems to be helping my
melancholy state... this is my cry for help... one i wish to be
heard... (lame quincey vocab usage) |
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| oh... ya... constant reminders of the friends that i dont have... no fun.. 
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